My best friend hooked up with the guy I liked for a year.
They both acted so normal about it, like it was no big deal.
but who gives a fuck, right?

Then I finally found someone who treated me like a princess
but I threw that all away, for no reason at all.

I think I’m just loosing the ability to have feelings.

I just feel numb.
Like so many things are happening,
but I’m not involved in anything.
Life is just passing by.

Fuck.